My heartbeat is always weakening me
I can’t find the strength within me
So if I go don’t say I didn’t see it coming
Sad song, you got me humming right along
Never wanted a part of this
But you signed me up first on the list
I’m scared but it can’t show
I’m a storm while you’re sleeping but you don’t know
Not a shake, not a stir in your God damn bones
There’s rain drops on your window
And I see nothing much
Lack of visual, lack of touch
Now smoke fills the air
Serves as my crutch
And I never felt so fucked
— Balance and Composure- Patience (via send-in-the-lifeboats)













